I think anytime we start something new it is important to have intention for the project, but also allow room for change. Sometimes you may start something only for the purpose of it taking you somewhere else, somewhere you never could have gone without that steppingstone. I originally wanted to start sharing my words to help other people recognize their voice matters, they weren’t alone, we all were collectively evolving. I think what I really needed to know was I mattered, my voice was important, and I wasn’t alone. I want people to read my words slow and easy like the Sunday paper. Not fast and easy consumption, but let my words roll around your brain like honey. Sticking to every crevice, sometimes needing a little more time to reach the deep parts. As I share my story and what I have learned over however many lifetimes, I hope to spark something in you that unlocks the safe inside.
When I had my awakening in 2022, everything around me started to shift. I asked for a divorce from my partner of 20 years, I stopped speaking to my parents, and I lost a friend who had been in my life for 19 years. I went into a cocoon to heal myself, research, learn and most importantly connect with God. While that time in my life was incredibly difficult, it was also beautiful. It was as if the bible came to life and instead of reading scriptures, I FELT them. It was powerful to feel how loved I am, how God has worked through every trial and tribulation to make me better, bring me back to myself. You see before my awakening, I wasn’t living. I was going through motions, but I wasn’t happy. I wasn’t feeling His love for me or seeing the magic in the Universe. Now I do. Through that wreckage I truly became free, and it was not easy. In fact, it has been the hardest two years of my life. Healing myself while trying to parent three kids and end a marriage with style and grace. But in doing just that I really learned about Jesus and what it means to operate from a higher level of consciousness. As much as I wish all of this occurred before I got married or had kids, I am thankful my children get to witness the change. They get to know a before and after of me, one that only God could have mustered up. My awakening was not just about me, but for them to witness their mother rising from the ashes to find herself, find her voice, and recognize how much she truly mattered. (In fact, they taught me that!)
Through my awakening I have learned so much about religion, spirituality, astrology, karma, universal law, ancient civilizations, collective consciousness, reincarnation, sex, death, and divine love…you name the taboo, I have studied it. (Hello Sun in the 8th house of Aquarius). Most of the information I get is through mediation, connecting with others, and research of course! I try very hard to protect my energy and censor any information that is coming into my field. Often, we don’t even recognize how our subconscious is being imprinted by the things we read, watch, listen to, and consume. Intention is everything and unless you know the intention behind what you are consuming, you truly don’t know it’s impact.
That’s why I want to write and speak to people about what is in their subconscious and how they can work to release it. Some of what we have been taught is in direct violation of our soul, our soul contracts, and our evolution. Yet, we fight to maintain programs and systems designed to keep us from evolving. Right now, we are experiencing a mass awakening, as we all evolve, so does our planet. It is a pivotal time in history to get in alignment with your true self, not the ego self that was created to protect you from really living. The true self that was designed to break the mold, inspire people, and create change in your everyday life. There is no “right” way of living, and if you came to my page to look for what you “should” be doing, you came to the wrong place. I won’t ever tell you how you should live, but I can guide you to listening to yourself.
The only real rules are love God, love yourself, follow your intuition, and treat others the way you would want to be treated. Release self judgement and judgement of others and recognize we are all neurons of God, trying to inner stand a world through our own perceptions. We are electromagnetic beings calling in experiences we need to evolve into our highest self. The more we understand that we can forgive those who have hurt us and move into a place of peace. Heaven on earth. A resting in knowing all is taken care of, if I trust God and myself, I am well. That is heaven on earth. A bliss like state we all can attain. The more folks who can achieve this level of peace and serenity in the mind, the higher our planet can evolve together.
Yesterday was the first new moon of 2024 and while I do not believe in portals based on the Gregorian calendar, I do believe that ending 2023 on 123123 and the first new moon of the year falling on 1/11 is indicative that this is a reset year. This is a year to balance the scales. First within self, and then within your relationships. A lot of people have experienced break-ups over the last couple of years and words like narcissism and empath show up everywhere you look. All of that was to help us recognize the imbalance within ourselves, codependency, and how ego imbalances can attract toxic relationships. We were meant to LEARN from those relationships, take accountability for who we were that attracted that dynamic into our life, and give ourselves grace and time to make better choices. It was never about blaming, shaming or guilting anyone. If you were in a toxic relationship, you were a participant. (A lot of these were past life karmic relationships too but that’s a whole different post)!
2024 is a year of staying true to yourself, release your fears and traumas, and rest in knowing that whatever you are going through is helping your soul evolve. As we move into the age of Aquarius, and the inner feminine of us all rises, you will find more people connecting to God, their spirituality, their intuition and releasing the old systems and structures many of us have built our lives on. It is a time of change, a time of community, and a time of living more authentically. Being true to yourself, honoring your experience (while still allowing room for others), and seeing the bigger picture will help you navigate your evolution. We have already seen this play out in the media with the Katt Williams interview. 2024's motto could be summed up in one quote, "You don't get to narrate MY story of MY experiences with you". It's time we honor our own experiences while being empathetic to the experiences of others.
Currently, we all are experiencing a massive purge. No matter where you live you probably have or know someone who is experiencing a cold, sinus infection, flu, covid, digestive issues…all of this is extra mucus built up in the body trying to release. Excess mucus is the cause of built-up emotions that have not been expressed. As a society we do a very good job of keeping our inner most feelings hidden, and use numbing agents like alcohol, shopping, drugs, and food to suppress our emotions. Built up emotions in the body lead to illness and the longer we store them without a release, the sicker we can get. It is time to feel your feels, open your heart chakra, and let love lead the way. As cheesy as that sounds, that’s the truth. Let down the guards and allow joy, freedom, and peace to penetrate your soul and trust in knowing that everything meant for you is already yours. It is not the time to push towards new achievements, but rather reflect and rest in your internal world. Trust your intuition and when you are being called to make a change, do it. Your body is an amazing source of information and will guide you along your journey, all you need to do is listen.
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