Are you online?

Life is all about balance and the moon tries to show us that every month. The new moon is a time the moon is in the same sign as the sun, and the full moon is when the moon is in the opposite sign as the sun. When we are experiencing the energy of the new moon, it is a time to reflect on that astrological energy and how we are using it both internally and externally to project the energy that is most authentic to us. During the full moon, the moon will highlight the opposite energy and show us where we are in alignment, out of alignment, and where we need refinement. This is a clue to show us where we need to clean up internally.

Of course, the moon is not the only planet that influences us both personally and as a collective, all the planets and how they are interacting with each other, and our chart specifically will impact us as well. We all are learning different lessons, by our own design. As energetic beings we are connected to the universe through magnetic force. Constantly being pushed to grow, evolve, learn, and ultimately get back to our higher selves. The planet as a whole is upgrading, and humans are essential to that. The planet needs our authentic, real selves to do what we came here to do.

The issue is most people are not “on-line”, the majority of society checked out of their nervous system and their emotions a long time ago and never figured out how to safely plug back into self. Everything about our body was designed perfectly, including our nervous system. Our nervous system, much like the trees, have roots and branches that connect us both to the earth and to the heavens. When we cut off our connection to either, we stop the flow of divine energy. We no longer are a conduit of Christ Consciousness, and we then can be used by other negative entities to spread the malefic intent for the planet. It is OUR job to reconnect to ourselves, God, and the universe in order to spread Christ Consciousness, divine light, and true love to those around us. To reconnect the heavens and the earth, THROUGH us, through our nervous system, like trees do for us-we do for them.

Over time through heartbreak, trauma, generational gunk, and systematic design we have turned ourselves off. The fear of feeling was just too much. Especially if you are an empath or a healer, feeling the pain and suffering of the world can be a lot. It truly can be too much for our souls, so our ego jumps in and takes over. Our ego is protection, but when out of balance our ego will take over our soul and we are no longer living an authentic life, we are living a life based off fear, shame, guilt, trauma, wounds, etc. In extreme cases, the soul will leave the body all together and negative spirits will take over. If you think of a computer that is bogged down by junk, it performs slow. The CPU percentages are high, and it can’t really do what it needs to do efficiently. Humans have been bogged down by a variety of programs they downloaded, that they don’t need, don’t use, and don’t want, and without the proper tools to clean their hard drive they just accept that their model is old, worn out and sluggish. Eventually, we become riddled with viruses and the computer is no longer safe for us to use, so we shut it down.

It is our responsibility to clean out all the old programming that we downloaded over time because we thought it sounded cool, we thought we needed it, or we just inherited it at start up. How many of you downloaded LimeWire on your computer? You know what that did, but you couldn’t get enough of the free songs even at the cost of your parent’s computer. Now think of LimeWire like any form of conditioning you have that is blocking you from being your truest self. Are you allowing yourself to be riddled with viruses because you THINK you need to do x, y, and z even though your soul’s design is telling you to do a, b, and c? When we get advice from religion, schools, social media, friends, family etc. they are giving us advice based off their own programming, and by design we are all different with different missions, lessons, and trajectory. Not everyone can see where you are meant to go, but it is your job to be able to see it clearly and not be influenced by the rest. Some of that advice your friends and family give you, or conditioning from religion and education, are actual weapons sent to destroy your destiny. Without the proper virus protection, you won’t know the difference. Virus protection comes from knowing who you are, accepting who you are and WHERE you are, and learning to love all of you the way God and Jesus love you. That is a form of protection that no virus can penetrate and will turn your computer into a supercomputer.

I would say most people want to be online, but not everyone is willing to face their shadows in order to see their own light again. I can’t sugarcoat the experience to say it is easy, it is not. Two plus years post my massive awakening and I still struggle-this last new moon whooped my hiney! However, through time and trusting my journey I can ride the waves much easier now, aware of what the energy is showing me and not allowing the feelings to crash over me. I am light years from where I was two years ago, even 6 months ago. I work with the energies now, instead of resisting I take care of myself, honor my own truth, and really protect my own energy. But the work to get here was NO JOKE. It was a brutal look at the decades of programming that I had willingly downloaded, installed, and even updated at times. Sure, not all the programs were bad, but some of them were and it’s hurtful to revisit those experiences. But through time and working with the energy, I was able to heal those wounds in me that kept attracting familiar experiences. I’ve upped my virus protection and leveled up every time I let go of an old program, thought, opinion or belief outside of myself.

We all have free will to flow with the energies, integrate what we need to and release the rest, however at times you will be PUSHED to make changes and it is going to feel uncomfortable, and even painful at times. I think that time is now for a lot of people. The reason I share about my own journey is I know other people are going through it too. It is easy to fall into a trap of seeking information from outside sources, getting advice, even following spiritual practices to reach a sense of peace inside, but true peace comes from connecting to yourself. Connecting inwards and learning to honor, trust, and respect all aspects of yourself and your journey. You don’t have to be responsible for abuse done to you, but you do have to be responsible for healing from it, so you don’t repeat the cycle. Healing from whatever story cosigns with the abuse, while downloading a new story-written by God and told by the stars.  

It is time to find the divinity in ourselves and in each other. Over these next 6 months, you will start to feel your spidey senses, your nervous system coming back online. It is going to happen to the masses, and it is not going to always be pretty. As a collective we are shedding layers we no longer need, as with any evolution, our species has grown and changed, and our DNA must adapt. The rapture was never about our physical bodies floating to heaven, but rather our souls joining our bodies back on earth. The rapture honestly terrified me as a child, but after going through my own personal rapture, I see it now. It might not be something that happens to everyone at the exact same moment, but as we change our DNA, we change the DNA of those around us, those that come from us, and even the DNA of the places we visit. As we heal, we heal our planet, it really is that simple. Life becomes a playground for play, joy, creativity, love, and healing. No longer stuck in a hell on earth.  

Let the magic of the universe work through you, upgrade you, and clean out those old programs! It’s a beautiful balance of being present in our bodies and in the current moment, while knowing that this greater life force, God energy, is working through us to bring us exactly where we need to be. Currently we are balancing Cancer and Capricorn energy, the crab and the devil. Cancer represents the moon, the mother, the feminine, nurturing energy. Capricorn is the opposite, Capricorn is devil energy, hard-working, but not emotional at all. This energy is asking us to balance our emotions with our effort, to not give weight to one more than the other, but to truly allow our intuition to drive where we are going. Trusting our inner voice and not the voice of others is crucial right now. Cutting out toxic relationships, even friendships, is going to be a theme, but also how we nurture and show up for ourselves. Do you gaslight yourself and tell yourself what you believe couldn’t be true? Does logic override intuition? It’s time to get honest with yourself about where you want to go and why you aren’t in the driver’s seat already.

If you need help releasing some blockages, understanding your life path, or even just someone to talk about how you are currently feeling, please reach out. I would love to connect with you and help you get back online. That’s part of my mission, to help other people find the divinity and truth within themselves. We are all apart of bringing heaven on earth, and it’s time we stop letting fear lead the way.